Poison Scrape

A monster cannot be killed from the host it sleeps within.  The blow has to come from the outside.  For my case, God has to do something beyond repulsive; impossible...  In other words, this scar is gonna stay there for quite a long time... probably forever... who knows... it’s been 3 years already after all.  Looking at this photo, memories discharged an unreachable, almost unbearable beauty.  At this moment, I felt this monster’s snore which I was struggling to disregard ‘til now.  So it’s not dead after all... simply resting - awaiting dearest God to reappear once again.  I must not let that happen - even if it means to close my eyes.  It’s going to strike harder than the first time.  I want to live.