Obsessover

I'm healed.  Officially healed from my obsession.  It took me 4 years to finally get free.  I've been suspecting it since August 11th, after the club.  But today I spoke to him and I didn't have pain or helpless desire.  I didn't feel sad or happy at all.  I talked about it in an old post called Poison Scrape. That monster was eating me from the inside out.  I am so relieved... so relieved... man I don't wanna ever go through that ever again.  It sure helped me know more about my sexuality but damn... I wouldn't go back into that shit for sick f*ck in no way